White Dreams Fade

A Wonderful Undeniable Delusion? 

In this impervious room, I feel him
A deliberate presence of significance
These walls once built by suffocation 
Are weakened by the thought of his admiration


Will I survive, accept and believe in predestination 
After my heart’s destruction of its insecurities 
Can the foundation previously standing around my soul
Be replaced with pillars of undeniable infatuation of love


This apprehension, at the risk of losing myself beyond reason
Will be a surrender of total balance of preservation 
I am prepared to hand over to this man without trepidation 
A lifetime of expectations, real promises and uncompromising devotion. 

Kansas

Always missing home.

Be Here Now

I'm so tired of waiting.

When My Heart was Untainted . . .

When I still believed there was such a thing . . .
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Can You Let Go

Can you walk away
Bring yourself to forget me
Tell me how you maintain
That wall of unquestionable fear

Do you feel protected by animosity  
The arms of mistrust won’t protect
One day you’ll have to let go
And allow this Love to take over

You’ll be my everything and all
A sanctuary of dreams for me
The safe haven from daily obstacles
You were, are and will be forever mine.  

Eye See You

Through the stats I see those wanderers who have read my blog, what country you're from and how often you visit here.  However, I really don't know who you are.  Say hello, won't you?

Living Without . . .

When you follow your heart, you leave normal.  You leave all reason, all logic and all that is sometimes you, behind.  Sometimes you only realize it's all missing after there's nothing you can do about it.  ~Me

Never

"You'll never live
The life that I live
I'll never live the life
That wakes me in the night
You'll never hear
The message I give
You'll say it looks as though
I might give up this fight"

Words of Fiona Apple (Never is a Promise)

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A misunderstanding of what is relevant, what is a priority and what is desired from another. A realization of different worlds that will more than likely never cross paths will surely keep dreams at bay this evening.

This is my observation. Simply an apparent study of the circumstances. ~Me

Self Reflection, Past Mistakes

"It's not what you look at that matters. It's what you see."  ~Thoreau