A Question of Feeling....what exactly?

The question is:
Would you rather fall in love with someone who would never love you back...... or have someone love you that you could never find yourself falling in love with?
Is it possible to love that person enough for the both of you to last a lifetime?

It Simply Is

"Man - a being in search of meaning."  ~Plato
There is self affirmation in simplicity.

A Beautiful Fucked Up Mess

Your name ran across my tongue the other day and after all these years you are still Nothing. I seeked you out and found you still, to this day, hide behind the stories ... you sulk .... only you know deep down you are nothing ... nothing to a soul. You hide your thoughts so well....but eventually you show your true face. They each find you out and leave, don't they? I wonder if you will ever realize it's because you are you and they want more for themselves. Or is your justification still to place the blame solely on them. Were they in the wrong for leaving you? I wonder if you will ever realize that the ones who stay are only feeding off your talent...............for the real beast isn't worth more.


Although you have fought within your mind for something grand, you have accomplished nothing for yourself except a self righteous name that sells through the art you regurgitate. Constantly the same stories, the same plot, the same wrung out heart with nothing else changing through the stories but the characters and the role you play in their life. Nothing more.  Some will see it, some have seen it..... but only a few will decide to accept you for the real you and stay .... yes, you are a talented fool.....but simply Nothing more. Nothing but a beautiful fucked up mess.

Just Listen . . .

The Intention of Reflective Sentiment

In these eyes you see a solemn beauty, 
A mask of unfulfilled emotions and dreams
Not more than provoked thoughts suffer here,
Not more than a distressed and bothered life.

Read into this character's disguised act, 
But save your false worry and imitation smiles.
Nothing more than I have rightfully craved, 
I'll be my only passionate confidant of selection.

I do believe I've become the person who I've pursued,
And I'll care not what pretentious lips have said.
This identity was created with invention in mind.
Take not from me my inspired dole of eager words.

Shine Through It

"If you cry because the sun has gone out of your life, your tears will prevent you from seeing the stars."

Even the Small Things ...

If it makes it easier for you to admit to yourself that I over analyze, that I take too many things literally or that I hold a grudge for too long, then so be it.  But if you were standing where I am right now..... you might just interpret the words, the actions, the looks in the same fashion.  

Truth be told - "We judge others by their actions, we judge ourselves by our intentions."

Tell me ...

...that you love me. Does it show in my eyes?

Simply A Perspective

"Not everything that is more difficult is more meritorious."  ~ Saint Thomas Aquinas
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Ponder.....realize.....decide.....act.......accept......                           When do we know it's right?